*Written Monday, March 3rd, 2008*


The green card marriage isn't going so well. Big surprise there, huh?
He's even threatened to kick me out of the house and has said that when we fight I remind him of his ex stepdad and he wants to hold a knife to my throat.

But that's okay.
I like working at Club La Casa as a dancer so far.
Made friends with the other girls(Bambi, Haylee, Raven, and Devin).
And am close friends with both the DJ Gibby and the waitress Ashley. (Just hung out tonight actually )
I happen to be dating the DJ now.
Looking to get my own apartment and car again in the area.
Gib(the dj/bf) has said he'd be interested in moving in with me. But he's recently out of a rough relationship, so we'll hold off on that for now.
But he's SUCH a doll!
Complete sweetheart who KNOWS music.
Which is good, cos I love it.
And he can pick up his guitar and play just about ANYTHING on it.
Nice voice too.
And he thinks I'm the best thing since sliced bread.

It's going well so far.
Just need the apartment and car, and I'll only have to deal with the pain in the ass husband and unstable mother in law when it comes to paperwork for the green card.
They've both gone nuts the last month or so.
Or....
Maybe.....
They were always like this and I just didn't notice cos we weren't together that much.
That may be it.

Either way, Gibby does NOT like what Calvyn has said to me recently.
Fake marriage or not, he doesn't think I should be living with someone who threatens my life like that.
And he even told Gibby's mom to leave and not wait for me when she was giving me a ride.
Even took my cell phone and wouldn't let me get it back for awhile.
But yea, he was telling her to leave and not get involved and etc.
I came back out and she was like "I wasn't going fucking ANYWHERE. I'm strong headed like that."
So I like his mum.

Anyway. I'm just hoping on here because I got the internet going over at Gibby's and realized I hadn't been on DA in forever.
And now I DON'T HAVE A SUBSCRIPTION!
Oh no!

Oh well.
My hunny is sleeping in the bed. He'll freak if he wakes up and it looks like I went back to the house with Cal (he worries about me being there with him).
And if I didn't have the animals I'd be able to move in here until I found an apartment.
But I have animals AND I'd have to rent a storage place for all my stuff.

NIGHTY NIGHT LOVES!